I even remember the little things which just trip me over & over that happened in the past play. So what today is...
And every detail can't be erased in just one go...Knowing nothing is irreversible. Still can't get rid off. I know I can never have that timeframe but internally I crave...because my heart feels nothing else but love. I nevermore want to disclose what it was...but the consequence is what I am today! which is unexplainable & I can't blame anyone!
It's been too long toiling in between & it takes huge despair for me to accept what it was and will be..,then probably may suppress thoughts until my conscience accepts it's wrong to have such thoughts whom you own nothing but past feelings & will further never fill that emptiness in your soul. The idea to share your best wishes is the worst nightmare which you never intended at this phase sucks! But I am still fortunate that it was a cherished part of my life...
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